I'm finally settled down at home (the cosy yet messy corner of my room) to blog. And now - an answer to the puzzling emo entry before.

What else but results?

I'm not exactly that sort who will be much affected by academic matters, 'cause I always deserve it when I score very badly. You reap what you sow, you see. However, things are a lil' different this time round. The system is just so different from the one I've been going through for the past 12 years. I'm so accustomed to failing all the way to the final exams.

Well, I did it again in this very first semester. It sucks even more when all around me are so intelligent and hardworking (like majority CAP 3.5 and above).

I feel damn stupid.

Really stupid.

And because of this, its time to question myself. Am I really suited to stay in hall? Nah, I don't think so.

Sigh.

Kinda sad. Feeling regretful about the past, depressed about the present, worried about the future.

I don't think I'm up to it. Sigh.

Sometimes, I really hate my boyfriend.

JianGuo says (3:33 AM):
hey i got a half slping photo haha

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:33 AM):
ya the funny look. lol!

JianGuo says (3:35 AM):
zzz.. crop me out hahah

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:36 AM):
no need la. so handsome!!

JianGuo says (3:36 AM):
go n die

u fat pig

wahaha

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:36 AM):
u idiot!

3 papers down. 1 more to go. Yet, I'm still procrastinating. WTH?

Went out to study today. Tried some yummy ice cream waffles at Haato. The rum n' raisin is DAMN NICE LA. Yum yum.

Gying! I'll bring you there when you're back! I was surfing around for some nice cafes and chill-out spots. And I just can't help but think of you, girl. :) Simply thought of how we can go nua there from Feb onwards. Touched or not! You'd better be la.

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Gonna go around the island for a yummy food spree after Wednesday. Seriously, you got me into deep shit la. I just eat non-stop now. Zzz. Ditch-me-if-you-can. Muahaha.

Its not exactly a secret but I'm not trying to declare it widely too.

Just displaying my happiness. :) (You better jog with me every night!)