i think i have been brainwashed or something, have a sudden change of perspective to certain things today. perhaps it's the show 13 going on 30, oh matty's so nice! now i understand why fen and gang can get so mad over him. hee.

decided to give jc life a touch of optimism. i'm starting to like it already. shouldn't treat studying and mugging as forms of torture. learning is fun. a healthy cca to keep me alive. a bunch of goody friends to rock on with me! haha. yes, i've been posted to ny, and didn't appeal to tj. feeling quite neutral about it. orientation in the past two days were not as good as o1 of course, but i had fun anyway. dancing 'all-star' was cool. hee.

haven't jog for four days. maybe a gym session with shufang tomorrow? hee. what bothers me now is my subject combination. to follow my interest, my capability or the demand? well well well, seriously i don't know! haha.

been at home the whole day! thanks to yaya, i'm back into the dancing craze. year2002- i've just started idolising BoA, learning her dance steps and singing in japanese. three years later, i'm back staring at the computer screen, trying to learn her sexy dance moves. well, my first goal is to finish up what i haven't master for listen to my heart, followed by valenti (jap version) and then double. hmmm, will i accomplish my mission within this short short holiday? i think i can. hahahaha.

i think i'll be grounded these few days. just hope that mum allows me to stay over at ecp on friday. i don't think i'll have any mood to revise through my first three months syllabus, what a goner. (a big sinner as well.) lol. i'm aching all over from head to toe, with a bruise on my leg, resulted from yesterday's cycling session. haha. it was pure fun, although i'm still not very good at it. well, what i believe now, is that keeping myself busy is the best way to stop missing you.

well, one a.m and i'm typing this? seriously i'm nuts. have to wake up at nine later, will be meeting seemun, yaya and fen for an outdoor session at ecp. haven't cycle for a long time. hee. i finally cleared some stuffs on my wishlist. bought a shoebag, sportsbra and running shorts. hmmm, spent quite a bomb at queensway. was out with seemun and yaya and hanged out around taka, then meeting seanie, shufang, dexter and shang at queensway. will be going down again soon, to buy a bag for school!

currently hit by some financial crisis. have been spending far too much these weeks. maybe i should implement yaya's a dollar a day plan, then i'll be rich in no time! spongebob squarepants movie shall be my last movie for the time being. it's definitely worth it! hilarious and fun, simply rocks i say! how sexy can patrick get. LOL. actually, behind all these laughter lies a lonely soul. been wondering why am i troubled by so many things nowadays?.. grrr!

out of the sudden, jogging doesn't seem that bad. haha. jogged for 11 rounds yesterday and 5 rounds today, at serangoon stadium after sch. we're becoming so sporty! lol. i seriously need to increase my metabolism and stay healthy. we'll be going for badminton tomorrow! haha. and yes! i finally understood the topic on sigma notation. shall do revision on binomial in school tomorrow. the mugging germs are on their way here! woot.

it's a fun-filled sunday again. planned to have an og outing at sentosa, but dued to poor response, we ended up sitting at harbour front centre's macdonalds and laughed like crazy. went to partyworld for karaoke. well, it's okay there, not as good as kbox of course, but definitely cheaper. yaya's voice is really nice! strong and lasting. seemun's pitch is so high. rong sings like a sotong? hmmm, didn't hear much of addy's singing, she's down with a sore throat. get well soon girl! haha. as usual, we laughed non-stop inside. i think my screeching will kill one someday. LOL. i haven't been out singing for a long time! it just feels good holding the microphone once again and trying my best to sing well. hee. let's countdown to holidays! one more week. i have to start my coins-saving scheme from tomorrow onwards. and go jogging too!

just sent my jae application, already worrying that i might regret my choices. oh well, we shall see. was quite satisfied with my results. the only big headache is about choosing which jc to go. decided to be a real mugger when the new term begins. the only fun i can have will be during orientation, most probably my ogl application won't be accepted. haha. gonna take up tuition, join a fun cca, set up some time-management table and exercise more! hope that i can save up more money too, there're many things on my wishlist but i haven't rank them.

went to bishan to meet addy, seemun and yaya. sat at delifrance for a couple of hours and seemun was real quiet. we talked about studies and jobs, hmmm pretty relevant eh? lol. met shufang for jogging at yishun after that. ran 10rounds and i'm quite proud of it already. haven't been running like that since last june. holy cow! how unhealthy can i get. i have to make this a thrice-in-a-week thing. hee, easier said than done. but i ate quite alot after that, everything's wasted! haha.

been having giddy spells quite frequently these few days. hope i'm alright. back's aching almost everyday and my elbows give a crack noise every now and then. eyesight's failing too. instincts tell me that i have a short lifespan. nnooo! i want to live longer. there're so many things i've yet to accomplish, i can't just leave like that. well, i've been thinking. if i really die, will i go to heaven or hell? who will be the ones who'll miss me and cry over my death?..