first day of the promotional exams and I'm totally worn out.

mathematics, the subject which I thought could be my morale booster, turned out to be so demoralising that I almost died off. utterly disappointed with myself.

a gazillion marks gone in a POOF.

HOW AM I TO CONTINUE?

I AM MOTIVATED TO SCORE WELL FOR THE UPCOMING EXAMINATIONS. I MEAN IT!

I'm gonna conquer biology and show them that I'm a slacker no more. I know they may look down on me, ashamed to have me there. late for classes, not handing up work, skipping lessons.

they probably have a mindset that I'm just not serious about studying.

PROVE THEM WRONG! HA!

study smart, not study hard. Mr Prem's words are so comforting for people like me. but I think its rather true. perhaps I'm born intelligent. crap.

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jojobanana.

nice name G-ying gave at 3am last night. I thought I would toss and turn in bed, unable to sleep. but soon after, I had the blanket over my head and was snoring away, which was a good thing I guess.

unfortunately, the very moment I woke up, thoughts came gushing through my poor brain, almost knocking off whatever I've studied for the past few days.

the monster in me has awaken, munching my insides. Oh, how terrible it is.

I'm doomed. 3chapters from chemistry, 5 from biology, everything from math.

LOOK AT THE AMOUNT LEFT UNTOUCHED! even the ever-so-tempting mathematics lost its appeal.

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I'm glad I'm still standing strong. told myself I will not get affected no matter the outcome, but more or less, a little.

friends are my only support now. without them around, I guess I wouldnt have survived the terrible ordeal.

perhaps the worst has yet to come, it may be slowly evolving into something so huge, waiting to pounce on and devour me, inside out. well, just being nice to me for a moment so I can study for promos in peace.

just wait on jojo, I can sense it coming. miraculously, no tears were shed before, during and after the process.

jojo has transformed into a cold-blooded animal who loves to rip gummies apart.


A-ha! evidence!

in case you guys cant make out what that splash of red matter is, its JUST a gummy bear with its left ear and right leg chewed off by giant jojo. YUM.

I've made my choice, though not a wise one. but..

I'VE MADE MY CHOICE.

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jojo has set her priorities right. study study study, books and notes you're all mine! whahaha! I love math, I love chemistry, I love biology!

I'm transforming into a full-time nerd k, so please shoo me off if you see me online. but not being online means not being able to blog. pardon me, I'm only left with 16 ultra short days.

all will resume from 7october onwards.

G-ying, my fate depends on you haha! PUT A KNIFE AGAINST MY NECK AND FORCE ME TO STUDY.

Irregular meals cause irregular menstrual cycles.

I swear we're not mocking DORXTER!

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dorcas!! cannot BE retained!! says:
pig
dorcas!! cannot BE retained!! says:
big bully

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air force one is such a nice show. loved it since young. watched it just now at seanie's place with shiyun and him. did some research on eom, but I didnt write anything. shall do it tomorrow.

school's reopening, 17days to promos. I thought I just celebrated national day last week? time flies! at a killing rate that is.

I HAVENT START ON MY REVISION YET.

fainted. someone save me.

met up with siqi and I finally had my big breakfast! yumyum! the soya bean corner was so cold man.

I think I'm falling sick. maybe its dengue, I've got several mosquito bites these days. stupid brother's room is so dirty la.

studied with seanie, dex and dor at thomson plaza in the afternoon. super crap la, the two lovebirds cant get enough of each other. dor wasnt concentrating AT ALL. seanie and me couldnt stand the mushiness la.

HIGH FOCUS. LOL!

jojo picked up a paper and said "alpha rays are blocked".

dor replied "2mm of aluminium foil to block beta rays", and took the packet of strepsils up.

dex got nothing to say and gave that DOTS face.

seanie simply laughed his ass off.

WHAT HAPPENED TO GAMMA RAYS!? well, they penetrated through. see what HIGH FOCUS can do to us? duh!

I merely finished two sets of organic chemistry notes. how inefficient.

ever slept at a foodcourt before? well, I just did! woke up when my legs got numb lol.

but this wasnt the end. we walked out of the mall, towards the shophouses nearby. when we were approaching the bus stop, people started to stare at us. okay, maybe its our laughter, so we continued.

"eh, look at her nose", seanie told me suddenly, leaving dor walking in front, a metre away.

I quickened my steps and caught up with her, and I BURST OUT LAUGHING.

I took out my mirror for her, and she saw that bit of tissue being stuck up her left nostril. we stopped walking at that moment, and just laughed non-stop. seanie was going mad la! dor whined and whined, screamed and screamed.

imagine seeing three retards squating by the roadside, two laughing, one whining. thats us! haha!

I havent had such serious laughter cramps for a long time, and this one almost killed me. I believe many calories were burnt. YIPPY YEAH YEAH.

a long day, but fun. tomorrow's gonna be a torture. EOM! argh!

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I've got lots to tell you. Everything thats inside.

do you even wanna listen to my crap?

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nothing at all. why arent you replying.

past few days have been so fun! the study routine didn't kill me, but I'm not sure if I can maintain it for three more weeks. holidays werent holidays. library and i-space, what nice hangouts! ._.

jy came crashing yesterday, but I wasnt a good host. brought her to less than a third of the school I guess. shall show you more next time haha.

we actually studied la. no loud laughing in i-space, so we almost got internal injuries LOL.

anyway, this wasnt the climax. we were lying on the parade square at around 1930, trying to relax our senses. as usual, we laughed. the security changed into his home clothes and headed to the grandstand, but we continued sitting. at 1950, there were still no announcement for the closing of the college.

something wasnt right obviously, but we still sat there haha. alas, at 2000 we decided to leave.

BINGO! the main gate was locked. if I'm not wrong, we did laugh at our own misfortune. haha. time for the two heroines to climb the gate, so I stood there and observed wonderwoman no.1 climb it. she kinda panicked when she lifted her right leg over. everything was fine and she had a safe landing.

wonderwoman no.2 thought it was easy, but got stucked too at the top. (cant be blamed, legs are too short.) as mentioned in jy's blog, I asked if she wanted to do it again. haha I still remember the evil grin on her face!

what an adventure to end the day lol. I love jy!

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sometimes, I just feel tired being bothered by it. I was on the bus and thought through. so what if I do feel, something's not right. I guess both parties are avoiding. oh man, I'm making things worse.

where is my truth...

just ended my call with G-ying, haha! looking forward to tomorrow! I cant wait to laugh with this crazy woman.

gosh, neopets changed so much! just earned 180k of neopoints heehee. my stocks went up by +1,093.33% muahaha. [noticed the threes inside, zzz!]

ZOOM! two days of holidays gone like that. I wasted the whole of today, sleeping in the library and walking around. cant even complete differentiations notes.

someone slap me and refrain me from touching math please! I'm neglecting biology and chemistry, they're both screwed.

anyway, if you're feeling too stressed, try lying on the parade square of NYJC at 1920. the view of the half-night sky is marvellous. the breeze just soothes you and its almost equivalent to a spa treat. LOL okay maybe I'm exaggerating, but do try it man :)

I LOVE JIEYING! JIEYING LOVES ME! HAHA!

so shagged. the yellow ribbon walk was pretty dumb, as I hated the fact that I had to wake up at 0515 when they only started the walk at 9plus. chatted and sang during the walk and unknowingly, we're already at the finish.

red shoe bag. LOL!

met up at jy after that and we went to the airport to slack. we were laughing at practically everything! our laughter was unbearable, and thus received many stares when we burst out laughing.

'the skytrain takes 3laughs to reach the terminal.'

wanted to sit at the viewing mall at T2, so we roamed around to find it. we didnt know it was under renovation, and we ended up at the stairway which leads to the area for the boarding of planes. LOL one wrong move and we may be caught. it was quite an adventure exploring the super ulu building la.

ate at popeye's and it was so filling! the spare tyres we burnt off from laughing immediately came back after the meal. LOL.

we talked non-stop from 1120-2320. that's like AHHHHHH, BONKERS. frankly speaking, 12hours werent enough for us lo. nevermind, more to come on wednesday haha!

A fool tangled up in a one-sided mess and unable to escape.

I wanna be heard, but I wasnt given any chance.

Happy Teachers' Day!

it was a dumb day spent at home. tried mugging but it was a failed attempt. the bed somehow influenced the table to create the hypnotizing effect, so strong that I fell asleep with my face flat on the desk twice within 3hours. day wasted just like that.

was reluctant to get up and prepare for school yesterday. the celebration in school wasn't like a celebration at all. went back to mayflower and I had so much fun. cheryl, jy and me went to the basketball court under the hot sun and played with the guys. madness.

spend the afternoon at amkcc and played some basketball with yvonne and the guys. I'm like super lousy la, more of a hindrance I guess. gossiped with yvonne, jy, sh and rj from the evening till 2100 plus and we talked and laughed, talked and laughed, talked and laughed. I love laughing with jy! the laughter is always so hysterical and irritating. cheryl's as well. LOL.

we were reminising about life from secondary one to four, as all of us were from 2integrity last time. we felt so silly then! though childish, its so much better than present life. we were complaining about pre-U lifestyle and the people in our schools. all wished to go back to the worry-free and naive days.

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did I mention that I didnt have any proper meal for the whole of yesterday? HMMM, it doesnt feel good having an empty stomach.