supposedly, i should be in the lt now listening to the boring chemistry lecture. hiak, but i'm currently slacking in the library, reviving my almost-dead bloggie. lol. yes, i haven't been blogging much these days. just dont have the mood to do so.

life has been fun though! absolutely great man. recalling the sunday before last when i went over to jieying's place for a sleepover. it wasn't really a SLEEPover, as i was dry-swimming with disheng, amos and danny. we only managed to drift off to lalaland when the sky grew abit lighter, and awoke when the neighbours are about to set off to work. you might have guessed it, we only slept for an hour or so :)

for the next two days consecutively, we had it over at my place, followed by the jc1 level camp on thursday and friday. it was darn fun. i believed i've become a stronger person, as well as built stronger ties with my class.

"0-5-S-1B, leaders leaders we will be!"

i miss cheering, though its pretty bad for the throat. talking about cheers, i just can't help but think of nehneh's face. HAHA. it's hilarious to see him taking it so seriously. he's huolala man, red-hot! LOL.

my cough is back. this is bad, so BAD!

i'm starting to fall in love with chemistry again! haha. all the foundation that mrs ong has built in me has been shaken ever since i entered ny. perhaps its because i wasn't really concentrating? but its an undeniable fact that the lectures are not at all appealing. its nothing compared to mrs ong's enriching lessons. but miraculously, i became attentive today and absorbed quite alot!

got some enlightenment and i've decided to set my priorities right.

yada AS IF.

dont really wanna care about unnecessary stuff anymore, which includes you that is! are these words really from the bottom of my heart? haha i bet a few days later i will start chanting your name again. DUH whatever :P

darn friendster is lagging again. BLEH!

burp! with the after taste of chicken-flavoured cup noodle still lingering in the corners of my mouth. haha.

it was an average day in school. skipped pw lecture and stoned in the canteen with seemun, ruoci and siying. learnt some contemporary and hip-hop dance today. had elections for exco and i'm just a member. sigh.

i was watching tv just now and had nothing better to do that i tensed my calf muscle and pressed it. it got cramped and hurt like hell. i couldn't even stand straight! grrrr itchy fingers!

i flunked my maths, as well as biology! but fortunately, i managed to pass gp and chinese! woohoo.

i was browsing through the photos and realised one thing -



i really miss 4justice04 alot. smiles!

happy birthday jieying! hee it's the silly girl's birthday. yeah, as well as soke hwa's too! =)

spent the afternoon at brown box with jieying, cheryl and siqi. nice ambience they've got there. i love the calamari! woot. took hell lotsa photos. all four were just acting stupid.



throat kinda hurts now. guess i've been eating too much chocolates and drinking too little water! perhaps, also dued to too much singing yesterday. went kbox-ing with brenda, gareen and christina. although there're only four of us, we had fun! gareen sure knows how to sing well. :)

it's raining outside and it'll be perfect to lie on the bed now and have my beauty sleep. so...... bye!

say bye to napfa! completed my 2.4km run in a slight drizzle this morning. improved from the previous run, and i believe there's still room for more!

was a normal day, but with a little more excitement during the rugby match. yeah the guys got into the semi-finals. as usual, the four gossip queens sat at the grandstand till about 1930 before we actually move our feet and head for the gate? haha. pigs, really.

met rj and cheryl for prata once again! lol. had a slow walk to amk ave10 with cheryl after that. quite a wasted night as my bag is still left unopened, and my eyes are already half-closed. shall call it a day here. right on spot, it's 1159pm now! :)

wednesday is a super short day, biology day. lessons are, biology lecture and tutorial, pw lecture and.. well, that's all. haha i love my wednesdays.

went for the volleyball finals and i had fun cheering for our teams. haven't been doing so since orientation one. jonnie turned up in the end! haha stupid guy, so curious about someone. seemun had a great time there, fancy her looking at someone else and not the court. it's like.. duh! but well, nehneh is damn lame, imagine him doing cheers so vigourously. i'm amused! haha.

i've been thinking of my sanity these days, or rather these months. am i going crazy over you? gosh it's quite obvious that i am. haha. don't know what rubbish i'm trying to say here. time to challenge myself to some trigo sums before i head off to bed. bye for now.

today is not a good day. my favourite subject, the one i'm best at, just ruined my day! by a little at least. well, math test was a total disaster. get a hold of myself! i'm gonna faint. but with my usual heck care attitude, i wasn't much affected by the bad hit. napfa was alright, all the As and Bs for the five items. teeheehee! say bye to afternoon PEs!

looking forward to the volleyball match tomorrow, but jonnie is not able to make it. sigh quite sad actually. haven't seen him since february. but nevermind, i'll still get to see rong!

kinda stressed by the mid-year exams timetable, though not many chapters are included. it's gonna be a boring june holiday ahead. i need hell lotsa time to build up my ever-so-shaky foundation!

another piece of bad news.

i've found out some ugly truth, perhaps only ugly to me. quite a piece of heartwrenching news. made my dreams flow even further away. yes, this is life, with all its ups and downs. one moment i'm over the moon, the other moment, i'm falling deep into the abyss...

life is painful.

a new look? hee i still have the child in me! isn't it amusing to recall the times when we used to be afraid of the so-called monsters underneath the bed or in the wardrobe? how silly!

the past week was a nice one, though loaded with the usual tonnes of homework. say byebye to gp and biology! think i'm gonna end up with single-digits? lol forget it jojo. had my first dance lesson and it turned out pretty well.

thursday was a super duper good day, just can't get enough of you. sometimes i've been wondering, what if you ever come across this website? will you think that i'm a freak and start avoiding me? hee let's just wait and see.

i've got lots of thoughts in mind, but just can't seem to phrase them in words and pour them in here. hmmm, but at least i've been smiling more these days. yippy! been closer to seemun nowadays. love to crap with her and gossip all day long. as usual, i'll urge you to go for nehneh, nothing is impossible! but it's your choice girl, being happy is the most important factor. i'm all behind you! :)