YEAH! No longer school-less! AUGUST, PLEASE COME QUICKLY.

I can't wait for uni life to start! Yippy yea yea! :)

Sometimes when we know each other too well, we tend to forget about the small details that contributed to the way things are now. Okay, in the first place, there weren't many.

Sometimes, they do matter. I do mind. But in our comfort zone, they hold no significance.

How sad.

HELLO. I'm at that kuku cheong's place now. She's on the phone with kuku umbrella. And I'm laughing away all night in front of the monitor.

BTH.

Feel cheated. Disappointed.

To think that I made the effort to... Sigh, forget it.

I finally moved my fat arse and jogged today. When I'm depressed, I will push myself as far as I can to vent it. So naturally, I wasn't at my best form this evening because I was happily anticipating.

BUT,

why do you have to fail me. Boohoo.

Well, its OKAY! Continue to do so! I will become damn skinny at the end of the month. THANKS AH.

Oooh. The sit-ups make me wanna shit. HAHA. I hope they'll force the most dreadful thing of the month out too, so I'll have regular periods. Yeah.

I did quite alot of catching up during the past weekend. Even with beloved teckuku! Hello officer-to-be! Oh, the good old days when we'll walk, or rather, stroll home together. And the wee hour chats! Haha, sounds romantic right! DUH~

Where is my confidant?

I hope its just pre-menstrual blues. I can't seem to lift that load off my shoulder. Don't know if I should just laugh it off, or cry over my own misery.

Woebegone.

Work; family; finance. They just make things worse.




I feel... small. It doesn't really matter if I get knocked down at this moment. It won't make a difference.




Yeah, that insignificant.

I have this terrible hunch.

Something big seems to be coming my way. I hope its just my imagination. I don't want things to fall apart. Not at this part of my life.

What do you call Pooh's wife?





Pooh-Bor.


AHHHH! I can't believe soke asked me that. It is crude but it makes absolute sense! HAHA.

I have finally made up my mind to take up driving. Although I'm a poor kid, I'll find my means and ways to dig some money out for this.

Or just throw me a rich brat la. I want a car. And some cash to buy a freakin' new camera. DAMN. It sucks being poor.

Oh so dumb. I wanted to download 'Geek In the Pink'. Instead, I typed 'Geek in the Park'.

THAT IS DUMB.

SEANIE, WHERE ARE YOU?

At this point of time when I need my best friend the most, NS has to rob him off me! Sob.

But it was really heartwarming to receive his reply just now, even after lights off.

I WANNA GIVE HIM A HUG LA.

All these aren't exactly necessary. Its my emotions creating havoc. I'm feeling like the waves now. High in a moment, low in the next.

I hate it when everything churns up inside, because the positive will start to turn into negative.

But then again, the bittersweet moments melt the tough exterior. And I go a big round and get back to square one again, getting more confused each time.

Why does this always happen? This is shit.

'Why you so like that?'

I am in my own world again. HAHA.

Not that its a good thing. It has never been a good thing anyway.

No inspiration at all, but it seems like I'm having a lot bottled up inside.

AHHHHHHH! This is torturous!

I still can't get enough of Chong. Met her for supper just now, together with MONGMONG! And I'll be meeting her later, and on Sunday too. WTH!

SEEING HER FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK.

Even my boyfriend doesn't meet me up so often lo! Not that I have one to start with la, but still... Wth.

So happened to wear the same shirt during the diving trip.

7 years of friendship and still counting. Hmmm. Recently, we've been speaking with lotsa telepathy. At certain times we'll blurt out the same crap and go 'HAHAHAHA!'

This shot makes us go 'Awwww...'. It brings back all the recollections of everything. So emo la!

I finally bought my long awaited SE phone! Though its super non-user friendly, I like it still.



We sang our song over the mahjong table, of course! Haha. Chatted till the wee hours, watching the exciting soccer match and gossiping about NY stuff. Super dumb.

In short, I've been seeing the same old 3 idiots everyday since Sunday. That makes it 5 days in a row. Wow, what a record for a clique which just got together less than a month ago.

Cheryl, the Birthday Girl.

FuQ, the lamest shit ever.

And fat pig ken, too scary a face that it has to be censored. HAHA.

Not forgetting our 2 lovely hunks who are already suffering in camp. Presenting,

Wilfreddie, our SEXAY babe!

Seanie, our future POLICEMAN!

Oops, so sorry. I have to spoil the moment and end this with me. Yeah, our tioman gang!

I'm all stinky now and still procrastinating. To be frank, 70% of the times, I hate showers. HAHA! Bet jy agrees with this. When you're all tired and stuff, you just wanna laze around and bath is the last thing on your mind.

I'm finally peeling la, when the rest are already done with it! My chaotah-ed skin feels attached to me eh! (Chaotah on the head! LOL.) Slow process, hmmm.

I feel kinda guilty for postponing/bringing forward my tuition sessions. Poor lil' kid.

But I pity soke's students even more. THAT TUTOR. Wah piang! You'll never wanna hire her man, she's pure scary. Cancels tuition like nobody's business. (HAHA, tarnishing her reputation here!)

Today, like yesterday, was dinner and daytona with the clique. Daytona was some lame shit because it became bumper cars instead! But freakin' cheap la, 50 cents for 20 laps? Woo, nothing beats that.

The new craze is no longer screwing up the steering wheel, but forcing the player to enter the pit!

HAHA. Don't think normal people would understand this. BAHH...

I'm really darn used to seeing them after work and on weekends. Guess I'll need some time to switch my lifestyle back to the way it was, when they all get enlisted in a few days' time.

A couple more meetings and we're really done.

Happy day! Its CHERYL CHONG'S BIRD-DAY tomorrow!

I hope it'll be a lucky day yea, and that fat pig ken wont screw his theory test. I'll most probably be getting my phone tomorrow! YEAHS.

Today is Sunday! I'm in better spirits today. Seemun stayed over and we chatted till the birds started chirping. She's halfway through a MASSIVE project now, while I'm just nua-ing beside her at the dining table.

HELLO SEEMUN! (turn to my left and smile)

We watched thir13en ghosts yesterday and woo, it was good la.

There'll be tuition later, but after that it'll be dinner with the same old bunch of people. I practically see them 4 times or more every week! Next week will be our official 'last' week together already. We've been saying since 2 weeks ago that our movie outing would be our final gathering, but who knows we still met up like hell lotsa times.

Yeah, my place became some sort of HUB.

The sofas, mattresses and the MJ table.

Super NUA la. Shiok!

Why do bitter and sweet come together? They are an irony placed side by side, yet complement each other so well at certain times.

I've been thinking and thinking and thinking, and it got me feeling so down.

The moment I close my eyes last night; when I wake up in the morning; during the long bus rides; throughout the lonely walk home under the umbrella; as I'm typing this.

I reminisce.

It struck me that fairy tales never once came true, in my life at least.

I'm off to fetch seemun, bye.

I am dead beat, but I can't really fall asleep now. Having less than 6 hours of sleep everyday for the past few weeks, I'm getting used to it and any 8 hours rest or more becomes a luxury instead.

We watched Sunshine on a sunny Thursday afternoon and it was average to me. Badminton was called off as the 10 CCs I called were all fully booked! WTH. People get really healthy on public holiday eves I see. Finally had our last BOTAK dinner with a record waiting time - 20minutes! That's hella fast la. MJ was more or less the same, with people getting real tired at the third quarter. As usual, I slept at 6a.m (but on my bed this time round).

The next afternoon was filled with more MJ, having no idea of where to go and what to do.

NUA-ing is the way to be la.

Almost teared when seanie went into his cab. Don't ask me why I was so emotional. It just came naturally, when you know that that could be the last time you'll see your best friend in the next... 3weeks? HAHA.

The 4 of us continued lazing around in my room (It is in a terrible mess now!). BIG guy and I played dumb games to keep ourselves alive awake. And then, we had our carl's jr with a free burger for the BIG guy!

Oh fine, I was late for 210mins for og outing. (Oops!) I don't know if it was the things I said or that I look like a joke myself, they just couldn't stop laughing since the moment I arrived! LOL.

I have been laughing as heartily as I could. Its been long since I had such stamina for laughs. I mean, I really am happy. :)






Well...

I finally played a lil' bball after so long! I remember those mugging periods when we will head to the courts in school after the sun has set. At those times, it was a way to relieve and take a breather from the load of information we had cramped ourselves with.

Today's session was just fun, joy and laughter. It was damn funny la. I never sucked so much at ABC before! I think I took more than 20 tries to move on to the next level, when fuQ was already a step to his final three-pointer.

I think big blisters are developing from the barefooted game. Hmmm?

Tomorrow will be the so-called final gathering with ex-9c peeps. Its really weird why I am always the only girl around! Its even more weird why I would be willing to join them despite knowing this fact. Haha.

Everything has been well-planned! It'll be badminton in the evening, BOTAK after that and MAHJONG throughout the night (provided that fat pig ken has the stamina to stay awake!).

Yeah. I'm truly enjoying myself these days. The joy won't last long!

P.S. Tuition, AHHhhHHhhhHHhhH!!!!!

Temperamental.

I'm really fine now! Hee. I might post about my vacation after all! Provided that I have the time. This week seems packed with lotsa stuff.

I'm looking forward to the weekends, but on the other hand no, because this means that beloved seanie is enlisting!

Awwww. I'll miss him.

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Today's badminton session was an eye-opener because this BIG friend practically thrashed everyone else la. And the amount of sweat from him - WAH PIANG, its enough to wash my clothes already. Haha!

I am growing overweight from the pathetic hours of sleep, as well as from over-eating.

We have botak jones, carl's junior, billy bombers, etc. Hmmm, all planned out before they start suffering in faraway lands! Not forgetting our number 1 sport - MAHJONG!

I'm lovin' it.