Sunday, May 06, 2007
Brunch today was at Carnivore Vivo. WOO. Its yummilicious. The cuts came non-stop at the first round, so naturally we were bloated after clearing our plates once. Dex was telling us about his dream and it was hilarious! I really pity Shang at times, he must have been sneezing non-stop at home!
We pigged out at Haagen Daz after that. And then, it was home and tuition for me.
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I have an extremely short concentration span. I can't seem to be able to finish things up completely. Be it work matters or goals in my life. Despite being enthusiastic in the first place, I end up losing interest when things get draggy.
I hate myself for being like this.I am not pleased with my life now. I want school to start! Yet, I am afraid of the hectic lifestyle I'll be facing. School, projects, CCAs, tuitions and more. Stucked in between.
I feel as if I'm wasting my days away. Monday, Tuesday, blah blah, Sunday and YEAH, the cycle repeats. Nothing achieved, no targets ahead. Every small reward I give myself now seems ultra sinful. But if I don't, I think I'll just crumble inside.
See, stucked there again.
ARGH. So wrecked. So frustrating. I don't know what to do. Can I just sleep till the rainbow appears again?
The day has ended.
23:07
