Saturday, March 05, 2005
just sent my jae application, already worrying that i might regret my choices. oh well, we shall see. was quite satisfied with my results. the only big headache is about choosing which jc to go. decided to be a real mugger when the new term begins. the only fun i can have will be during orientation, most probably my ogl application won't be accepted. haha. gonna take up tuition, join a fun cca, set up some time-management table and exercise more! hope that i can save up more money too, there're many things on my wishlist but i haven't rank them.
went to bishan to meet addy, seemun and yaya. sat at delifrance for a couple of hours and seemun was real quiet. we talked about studies and jobs, hmmm pretty relevant eh? lol. met shufang for jogging at yishun after that. ran 10rounds and i'm quite proud of it already. haven't been running like that since last june. holy cow! how unhealthy can i get. i have to make this a thrice-in-a-week thing. hee, easier said than done. but i ate quite alot after that, everything's wasted! haha.
been having giddy spells quite frequently these few days. hope i'm alright. back's aching almost everyday and my elbows give a crack noise every now and then. eyesight's failing too. instincts tell me that i have a short lifespan. nnooo! i want to live longer. there're so many things i've yet to accomplish, i can't just leave like that. well, i've been thinking. if i really die, will i go to heaven or hell? who will be the ones who'll miss me and cry over my death?..
The day has ended.
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